Wild.Irish.Rose
11-28-2008, 10:31
Hey folks, what's going on?
Life's been crazy, good I suppose... I guess? I'm not sure. I feel better than I did before so that's the good part. Life's definitely harder, but that's not such a bad thing. I got kicked out of my mom's house on Halloween, but I think I shared that with ya'll already. Things are still awkward between mother and I. I visit here and there, but she tries to start fights with me every time I'm there. I just sumbit and bow out, letting her know that I love her. But golly is it aggrivating. Then she's been threatening me to move back... rather than asking nicely. I refuse because I want a good relationship with her. Uhg.
School's going okay... still struggling with my classes which really ticks me off. I've never just been BAD at a subject so this really throws me for a loop. Oh well. Getting ready to sign up for classes next semester-- just gotta figure out how I want to pay for them. =/ I'm not big on the idea of getting finacial aid, but that's looking like what I might have to do.
I started my new job at a coffee, food and wine bar that just opened earlier this month and it's AWESOME. I'm absolutely loving it. I'm definitely my boss' favorite. Maybe because I never request a real break? That and I work my tail off for him and his wife aaaand I know what I'm doing. I've never been one to just take control when I see a lack of leadership, but I think being in DEP has kinda changed that one since that's what AT1's been training me to do. Pretty awesome putting it towards something.
Which reminds me. I THINK that AT1 is preparing me to become the next CO Recruit after our Clauf leaves [there's no usurping it from him since he's training for Dive and Rescue]. I've been doing a lot of stuff for the other DEPers on my free time and the next DEP meeting I'll be leading part of it in order to strengthen my few weak points. Not too mention I'm rapidly getting my PT up [I'm so competitive], I've been showing up and DOING the PT no matter how crappy I've felt [this includes a case of food poisoning... that one was actually funny.]. I finally got my mile and a half to 16.10 and that was just pacing myself. The goal is at least 14 and by May that will be NO problem. ;] Hehe, I'm so proud of myself. It's always his recruits that wind up taking the CO position and though I'm not his he said that he sees me as one of his own. He's done all my training and I swear I'll be the top dog once Clauf is gone. :] So be thinking of me when January rolls around. I'm incredibly determined to get a leadership in boot camp after this too. I found out that one of our guys was the TOP among AAAAALL the recruits when he went through just recently.We're so proud of him. :]
AND! To top everything off... it's rained for the past 2 days and right now I can hear thunder. Pray for more rain! Goodness knows this desert needs it!
Anyway. Summary of my life lately. What's been going on here?? Other than crazy DEPers?? ;p
Life's been crazy, good I suppose... I guess? I'm not sure. I feel better than I did before so that's the good part. Life's definitely harder, but that's not such a bad thing. I got kicked out of my mom's house on Halloween, but I think I shared that with ya'll already. Things are still awkward between mother and I. I visit here and there, but she tries to start fights with me every time I'm there. I just sumbit and bow out, letting her know that I love her. But golly is it aggrivating. Then she's been threatening me to move back... rather than asking nicely. I refuse because I want a good relationship with her. Uhg.
School's going okay... still struggling with my classes which really ticks me off. I've never just been BAD at a subject so this really throws me for a loop. Oh well. Getting ready to sign up for classes next semester-- just gotta figure out how I want to pay for them. =/ I'm not big on the idea of getting finacial aid, but that's looking like what I might have to do.
I started my new job at a coffee, food and wine bar that just opened earlier this month and it's AWESOME. I'm absolutely loving it. I'm definitely my boss' favorite. Maybe because I never request a real break? That and I work my tail off for him and his wife aaaand I know what I'm doing. I've never been one to just take control when I see a lack of leadership, but I think being in DEP has kinda changed that one since that's what AT1's been training me to do. Pretty awesome putting it towards something.
Which reminds me. I THINK that AT1 is preparing me to become the next CO Recruit after our Clauf leaves [there's no usurping it from him since he's training for Dive and Rescue]. I've been doing a lot of stuff for the other DEPers on my free time and the next DEP meeting I'll be leading part of it in order to strengthen my few weak points. Not too mention I'm rapidly getting my PT up [I'm so competitive], I've been showing up and DOING the PT no matter how crappy I've felt [this includes a case of food poisoning... that one was actually funny.]. I finally got my mile and a half to 16.10 and that was just pacing myself. The goal is at least 14 and by May that will be NO problem. ;] Hehe, I'm so proud of myself. It's always his recruits that wind up taking the CO position and though I'm not his he said that he sees me as one of his own. He's done all my training and I swear I'll be the top dog once Clauf is gone. :] So be thinking of me when January rolls around. I'm incredibly determined to get a leadership in boot camp after this too. I found out that one of our guys was the TOP among AAAAALL the recruits when he went through just recently.We're so proud of him. :]
AND! To top everything off... it's rained for the past 2 days and right now I can hear thunder. Pray for more rain! Goodness knows this desert needs it!
Anyway. Summary of my life lately. What's been going on here?? Other than crazy DEPers?? ;p